December 2011
I wanna live in nowhere's ville and have a norway...
November 2011
"The Night Before Christmas"
i just saw a commercial for those recordable books from hallmark and this year it’s a charlie brown christmas.And thats probably my ALL time favorite thing about christmas, but last year it was the traditional the night before christmas. And my mom handed it to me on christmas morning last year and i opened it, and my heart dropped, it was my grandmothers voice reading the christmas story....
"The baby"
Tomorrow one of my bestfriends will be turning 17. She is the baby of our group of friends and i can always think well kels 16 i’m not growin’ up to fast, but tomorrow she will be a 17’ner weiner. And I’m so stoked for her birthday , but i don’t want her to grow up it’s another reminder how fast time if flying by and how we have a short amount of time with our...
“Why can’t we stay here forever? Because it’s my time to go. childhood memories were better, can I please take on to go?”
” I can’t stand the look in your eyes, it’s not goodbye…it’s my time”
4 more days...till the 4th!
Stoicism
-Life is beyond our control
-Accept what fate brings without feeling good or bad
-Family , friends and objects, all eventually pass away ( don’t get attached to them)
- Everything that happens is a temporary curse…. or blessing.
Dear Philosophy class
I’m learning more and more about how to deal with my world with the help from your world. I can finally put my schooling into...
i dont wanna feel anything, anymore.
Dear Railroad tracks I wished on today…
Please let this work out i worked so hard on making this a good thing, put alot of effort and heart into it and it’s full of surprises . And I don’t wanna change it, please you guys change your minds and let this happen, i don’t know what i’ll do if you don’t…
Sincerly
wanting this from the bottom of my heart
There's a fine fine line...
Dear fine line
Okay so how do i put this nicely…
okay I’ve gotten the fact that I’ve been in situations where I’m in the middle and are caught between a rock and a hard place. And it’s not a good spot, and I’ve realized i need to respect my friends wishes. CHECK, did that. I’ve stepped back i did everything that was asked of me… so right here right...
"the pact"
In my opinion… we still haven’t broken our pact. And that means more to me then a few drinks, or a few hits.
Dear Dad....
I want to let you know, you lit a spark, you lit a spark underneath that’s not going to burn out. I’m going to prove you so wrong, you’re going to sorry the day you said i wouldn’t succeed ,the day you said i didn’t have what it takes. Today was the day you changed me and us. I hope you know that i will do whatever it takes to prove you wrong.
